005- Drowning but still social media perfect

So here goes….. Im drowning ….. with a big fat capital D….. drowning……

So on the surface right im happy /fine /thriving…. But what we dont really understand or notice is that social media is fake as fuck. No one wants to hear about the internal chao we are surrounded with in day by day situations. If you hop on mine at the moment you will see me momming… doing photoshoots … self promotions .. being on a boat….. but what you dont see is that I can’t breathe….. I have dropped a ton of weight .. I am sleeping more and I feel like there is an elephant who ate another elephant sitting on my chest.

I won best of the fox….. this podcast took off I am going places!! yes!!…… but I am drowning….

And I am sure there are so many of you right now listening to me and are feeling the same damn way and you are not alone. Check on your friends .. especially the strong ones because those are the ones who mask things the best….. the ones that will lock themselves in the bathroom and cry and then wipe their tears and fix their eyelashes so no-one knows.

I am strong af…… I am stubborn and intimidating but this momma is drowning.

And I am talking about being a mother!!! Yalll this shit is not for the weak…. It is HARD. I have three boys..

As mothers we soak it all up right… fucking human punching bags.. I am here to get shit on… clean up after you… feed  and entertain you and endure your verbal abuse. This episode opens up my struggles as I try to look perfect on the outside….